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  KISS OF A SCOTTISH WARRIOR

  “Dinnae press me, Ewan; I beg ye. All I can say is that I cannae be a wife to any man.”

  “Not even me? I’m different from most others. I want more from my wife than to take complete control of her life. I want a companion, a woman who will share in my joys and burdens, who will advise me when it’s needed. A woman I can honor and cherish.”

  And love.

  He was not foolish enough to speak the words, for he must have known that any woman would be hard-pressed to believe them upon such a short acquaintance. But he was clever enough to know that was what many females craved most of all—to be loved.

  “Ye need a wife with a dowry, who has a family that will accept ye. There are many others that will do.”

  “Nay, Grace. I only want ye. I cannae promise to be an ideal husband, but I will try to be all that you wish me to be, all that you need.”

  “Ye are without question the boldest man in the Highlands, Ewan Gilroy.”

  He grinned at her. Grace felt her heart quicken and her throat go dry. She knew he was going to kiss her even before he leaned close and brushed his mouth against hers. And when he did, she forgot to breathe....

  Books by Adrienne Basso

  HIS WICKED EMBRACE

  HIS NOBLE PROMISE

  TO WED A VISCOUNT

  TO PROTECT AN HEIRESS

  TO TEMPT A ROGUE

  THE WEDDING DECEPTION

  THE CHRISTMAS HEIRESS

  HIGHLAND VAMPIRE

  HOW TO ENJOY A SCANDAL

  NATURE OF THE BEAST

  THE CHRISTMAS COUNTESS

  HOW TO SEDUCE A SINNER

  A LITTLE BIT SINFUL

  ’TIS THE SEASON TO BE SINFUL

  INTIMATE BETRAYAL

  NOTORIOUS DECEPTION

  SWEET SENSATIONS

  A NIGHT TO REMEMBER

  HOW TO BE A SCOTTISH MISTRESS

  BRIDE OF A SCOTTISH WARRIOR

  Published by Kensington Publishing Corporation

  BRIDE Of A SCOTTISH WARRIOR

  ADRIENNE BASSO

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  Table of Contents

  KISS OF A SCOTTISH WARRIOR

  Books by Adrienne Basso

  Title Page

  Dedication

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Chapter Eleven

  Chapter Twelve

  Chapter Thirteen

  Chapter Fourteen

  Chapter Fifteen

  Chapter Sixteen

  Chapter Seventeen

  Chapter Eighteen

  Chapter Nineteen

  Chapter Twenty

  Epilogue

  Copyright Page

  To my beautiful, accomplished, extraordinary nieces,

  Jennifer Colucci Dickson,

  Allyson Gambarani,

  Kerry Ann McBride,

  Ashley Casale, and

  Courtney Casale.

  With love from your favorite auntie!

  Chapter One

  Scottish Highlands, Dunnad Castle, November 1314

  “He’s dying,” Edna whispered, her voice hushed and reverent.

  “I know.” Lady Grace Ferguson tore her gaze away from her maid’s sympathetic eyes and looked down at her husband. Sir Alastair, chief of Clan Ferguson, lay still and quiet beneath a pile of heavy furs, his ashen face lined with pain, for even in sleep the agony did not leave his broken body.

  Grace studied him for a few moments, examining the strong line of his jaw, his crooked nose, the heavy dark stubble on his chin and cheeks. Though his wife for nearly seven years, she found his features were unfamiliar, for Sir Alastair had spent most of the days of their marriage away from her, fighting beside Robert the Bruce as that noble man secured the Scottish crown on his head and independence from the English.

  Grace softly stroked Alastair’s fevered brow, the skin dry and warm. Instantly his eyes opened.

  “Hot,” he croaked, attempting to push away the pile of furs.

  Grace’s heart tightened as she realized he lacked the strength to move them. “Shhh,” she purred, sitting on the edge of the bed. “Let me.”

  She pulled back the furs to his waist, then turned to the bowl of water on the table. Dampening the clean cloth she had brought, Grace slowly, gently brushed it over Alastair’s face. As she did so, she could feel the waves of heat radiating from his body.

  “He’ll catch a deathly chill if ye keep that up much longer,” Edna admonished.

  Grace nearly smiled. He was dying; they both knew it. Yet Edna still worried about him catching a chill. ’Twas testament indeed to how far the uncertainty and madness was spreading among them all.

  “I’ll not stop as long as it brings him a small measure of comfort,” Grace insisted, running the cloth over his chest and arms. “God knows he’s had little peace these past few weeks.”

  It seemed such a cruel irony that after surviving nearly seven years of warfare, Alastair was going to perish because of a hunting accident. He had been thrown from his horse and attacked by a wild boar while hunting four weeks ago. His leg had been shattered in several places, the bone poking obscenely through the flesh.

  Brother John, a monk with renowned healing skills from the Turriff Monastery, had been brought to the keep. Miraculously, the monk had stitched together the worst of the mangled flesh and bound Alastair’s leg, but the fever and infection raging throughout his body would not abate.

  “Ye’ve done enough of that fer now, milady. Why dinnae ye put down the cloth and I’ll take this away before anyone sees what ye’ve been doing?” Edna suggested.

  Ignoring her maid, Grace continued with her ministrations, admitting they brought her as much, if not more, comfort than Alastair. With this small task, she finally felt as though she was doing something, instead of sitting calmly at his bedside, watching him die.

  The repetitious movements soon fell into a rhythm, and with that, the words that followed came naturally. Murmuring soothingly, Grace spoke of how he would be better soon. How the fever would break and his strength would return. Again and again, she dipped the cloth in the water, squeezing it dry, then wiping it over his head, shoulders, chest, and arms, all the while encouraging him to believe the impossible.

  “Grace?”

  “I’m right here, Alastair.”

  He squinted at her, his features drawn tightly in confusion. “Drink.”

  Grace motioned to Edna. The maid frowned again, but refrained from reminding her mistress that Brother John had forbidden his patient any liquids until the sun set. Instead, the maid poured a small amount of ale into a goblet and handed it to Grace.

  She shifted so she could support Alastair’s shoulders, then held the vessel to his mouth. He sipped slowly. When he was done, Grace laid him gently back on the mattress and once again covered him with the furs. His eyes fluttered closed.

  Slowly, as not to jostle him, Grace stood. “Fetch me a chair, Edna.”

  The maid clucked her tongue. “Ever since the men carried him home on a litter, ye’ve spent nearly every waking minute and half the night in this sickroom. Why dinnae ye go to yer chamber and lay down? I promise ye’ll be summoned at once if there’s any change in Sir Alastair’s condition.”

  “I’m too restless to nap.”

  “Then go outside and
take a walk in the sunshine to stretch yer muscles. ’Tis cold, but the wind is quiet and the fresh air will do ye a world of good.”

  For a moment Grace was tempted to comply. The days were growing shorter and colder. Soon the icy winds and snow-covered ground would make spending any time outdoors a misery. She glanced down at Alastair, running her hand over his flushed cheeks, and sighed.

  Escaping from the suffocating air of gloom in the chamber sounded heavenly, yet she could not abandon her wifely duties. “Nay, Edna, I shall stay by my husband’s side.”

  The maid shrugged with acceptance, then pulled over the requested chair. Grace had just settled herself in it when the chamber door opened.

  “Good day, Lady Grace.” Brother John glanced around the chamber, his brow drawing into a heavy frown when he spied the bowl of water, damp cloth, and goblet. “Have you been ignoring my orders again?” he asked, huffing with a superior air of indignity. “I have told ye repeatedly that ye must follow my instructions precisely if ye wish Sir Alastair to recover.”

  Grace clenched the edge of the fur blanket. “I’m only trying to ease his pain.”

  Muttering beneath his breath, Brother John hurried to his patient’s side. Grace forced herself to rise from the chair, so the monk could attend Alastair’s leg, which was braced between two long planks of wood and covered in long strips of linen. As Brother John carefully snipped away at the linen, the putrid smell of rotting flesh filled the room.

  Grace’s stomach heaved. Holding her hand over her nose, she glanced down at the bed. Alastair’s entire leg was gray in color, tinged with streaks of bright red surrounding several gaping wounds. She took a step back, almost knocking over the chair.

  “Dinnae let the odor distress ye, Lady Grace,” Brother John said. “ ’Tis not obvious to the untrained eye, yet I can see there’s been improvement.” The monk managed a very slight grin, his thin lips parting to expose long, yellow teeth and a smile so condescending it was clear he thought her a simpleton.

  Keeping her composure, Grace answered with a concerned frown. “His fever rages and he suffers mightily.”

  “’Tis God’s will,” Brother John replied. He slapped a foul-smelling poultice over an oozing wound, then started to reapply the dirty bandages.

  Alastair let out a loud groan. Grace sprang forward, pushing her way between the monk and her husband. “Fer pity’s sake, why must ye be so rough? Have ye no compassion at all?” Taking the bandages away from Brother John, Grace turned to Edna. “Fetch the clean linen ye washed yesterday. I’ll bind Sir Alastair’s wounds myself.”

  “Lady Grace—” There was a note of annoyance in Brother John’s voice.

  She turned and faced the monk, her expression set. “I will tend him,” she insisted. Brother John’s face reddened in anger. Grace could hear him grinding his teeth, but she refused to relent. Enough! How long was she to remain silent and complacent, while her husband was forced to suffer? She might not know as much about the mysteries of healing, but she could apply a dressing without causing undue pain.

  The monk stood waiting for several long moments, then realizing her determination, he turned and huffed out of the chamber. Grace listened to the sound of his footsteps on the rough wooden floor until they faded into silence.

  “He’ll be back,” Edna observed wryly.

  “No doubt. This time with reinforcements. We must act quickly.”

  Moving as fast as possible, Grace and her maid wrapped the clean bandages around his shattered leg, struggling to avoid causing Alastair any additional pain. He made no sound while they worked, waking only when they were finished. Knowing she would have but a scant moment alone with him, Grace turned to her husband.

  “Can ye tell me where it pains ye the most?”

  Alastair’s face lit with a ghost of a smile. “Everywhere, milady. Even my hair.”

  “It will get better,” she whispered, hoping the lie did not reveal itself in her eyes.

  “Ye’ve a kind heart, lass. I wish I had known ye better, wish there had been more time. . . .” His voice trailed off with a regretful sigh.

  An unbearable loneliness seized her heart, followed by a stab of regret. Regret for all she’d never experienced, never had in her life. A loving husband, a gaggle of healthy children clinging to her skirts, a sense of peace and contentment. Theirs had been an arranged marriage, yet both parties had been willing. If not for the war and the years of separation, they might have had a chance to find happiness together. Or at least a peaceful contentment.

  “We’ll have more time together than we know what to do with, Alastair, once ye have recovered.”

  He grimaced. Behind his mask of pain, Grace caught a glimpse of vulnerability and it made her heart ache even more. “’Tis no use. I’m dying and there’s naught anyone can do except prolong my agony. A task Brother John seems hell-bent on completing.”

  “His skill is widely praised,” Grace replied, not knowing what else to say, for her husband spoke the truth.

  Alastair reached out, his fingers surprisingly strong as they gripped her hand. “I heard him talking with his assistant last night.”

  “Who?”

  “Brother John. My healer.” Alastair rubbed his thumb over Grace’s knuckles. The intimate gesture brought tears to her eyes. “The monk said as a last resort he’ll cut the leg.”

  Grace gasped. “Ye already have enough cuts upon it. Why would he insist on more?”

  “Nay, Grace, ye dinnae understand. He wants to cut the leg off.”

  Grace shook her head vehemently. “Nay, oh, nay. Alastair, ye must have misheard. ’Tis barbaric to even consider such a thing. Besides, no warrior can lead his clan with only one leg.”

  “Aye.” Alastair sighed heavily and closed his eyes. “Ye must stop it from happening, Grace. Ye must allow me to die in peace, with all my limbs still attached to my body.”

  How? Clasping her husband’s palms between hers, Grace leaned forward, pressing their joined hands against her chest. “If ye want to refuse the treatment, then ye must tell Brother John. Loudly. Forcefully. He’ll have no choice but to obey.”

  “Och, lass, most days I lack the strength to open my eyes to see who is tending me.” Pain and anguish filled Alastair’s voice. “Ye must speak fer me.”

  Grace attempted a comforting smile through her tears. “They’ll not listen to a woman, no matter how loudly I shriek. Can ye not ask one of yer brothers for aid?”

  “I dinnae believe they would listen. Besides, ’twould be unmanly, cowardly. I dinnae want that to be my legacy.”

  Grace’s throat constricted. Pride, ’twas always pride when it came to men. Yet while she might not agree, she did understand his feelings. “I’ll do what I can,” she whispered.

  “Pray fer me,” Alastair croaked.

  “I do. Almost hourly I ask God to bring ye back to health.”

  A grimace of sorrow stole across her husband’s face. “Nay. Pray fer death, as I do. I dinnae fear it; I welcome it. I long fer it.”

  Grace heard footsteps again, this time more than one set. As she predicted, Brother John had returned, bringing with him Sir Alastair’s brothers, Douglas and Roderick. The three entered the room and stared at her, a myriad of expressions on their faces.

  Douglas appeared concerned, Roderick wary, and Brother John smug. Though she believed Alastair’s brothers each carried a genuine affection for him, they had clear and differing opinions on his recovery. And their own particular reasons for wanting him to linger or go quickly to his final reward.

  Since Alastair had no son of his own, Roderick and Douglas would each fight hard to be the one to lead the clan once Alastair was gone. If the gossip Grace heard around the castle was to be believed, Douglas currently had the most support, though Roderick was making some progress in changing the minds of his clansmen.

  Thus Douglas would benefit the sooner Alastair died, while Roderick might be successful in his bid for power if given more time to garner support. ’Twas no
surprise that it was Roderick who had insisted that Brother John be fetched to tend to Alastair. Indeed, no expense or effort had been spared, a commendable occurrence if one did not delve too deeply into Roderick’s ulterior motive.

  “Brother John says that Alastair is much improved,” Roderick exclaimed. “Does that not gladden yer heart, Grace?”

  “’Twould indeed make me joyful, if it were true.”

  Brother John snorted. “Ye lack the knowledge to properly judge,” the monk insisted. Yet she heard the clank of glass upon metal as he portioned out the medicine, and she observed his shaking hands. Despite his superior attitude and almost swaggering bravado, the monk was nervous.

  They all stood silently as Brother John administered the medicine, massaging Alastair’s throat to help him swallow. Nearly half the liquid dribbled out the side of his mouth. Grace moved forward to wipe it away.

  “Will it aid him even if he cannae drink it properly?” Roderick asked.

  “Aye,” the monk replied. “A smaller amount is actually preferable. Too much might do him great harm.” He secured the cork stopper on the glass bottle and it disappeared into the folds of his brown robes. “We shall wait a few more days, but if the flesh on his leg continues to rot, I shall perform the operation we discussed.”

  Grace turned. “Nay! Ye willnae remove his leg. I forbid it.”

  The three men turned toward Grace, varying degrees of shock and surprise on their faces. “Ye’re too tenderhearted, Lady Grace,” Brother John said. “An admirable quality, no doubt, in a female, but one that has no place in a sickroom.”